星期四, 6月 26, 2003

Don't feel like working today! besides... I have a meeting in like 1/2 hour... :P

星期日, 4月 20, 2003

It's 4am in the morning and I can't sleep. I shouldn't have drank that Ice-blended White Chocolate dream today, then drank a huge cup of oolong tea at dinner. I tried to sleep around midnight, and had all kinds of nightmares, and woke up with my heart racing like I'm on drugs. :( It sucks when you can't sleep! Now I have no idea what to do. I think what happened today also had something
to do with this besides the caffeine.

I'm bored, I wish there's someone to talk to. I tried going to ICQ chat rooms and stuff but then realized I just can't talk to complete
strangers. It's just too weird. I used to be able to do that back in school but I guess I'm too old for it now. :P

Who is going to rescue me at 4 in the morning!!!! Please!!!!!

星期二, 1月 14, 2003

Wow, It's been more than a year since my last entry. I guess I've been really busy with everything else that's going on in my life. I'm now engaged. :) But we're not planning to get married until two years later. Not only because we don't have enough money saved up yet, but also because I'm just not ready to become a married woman yet. :P

My brother has graduated from college, and now working in San Francisco. My parents and I are all very disappointed that he didn't want to move back home to be closer to us. It just feels weird when we go out to dinner on the weekends, and only ask for a table of 3.

Time sure flies... it's already been more than a year since my grandma passed away. I'm getting more and more scared lately of my parents getting old, and myself getting old. The eteranl question of
whether we have souls has been lingering in my mind. What happens after someone dies? For the first time I wish I have a religion and at least I have that to hold on to.

I've been consumed by all these "reality TV shows" lately. I know they're bad for me but I just can't stop watching! "Bachelorette", "joe millionaire","Celebrity Mole".... Reality rocks! Well, at least somebody else's does.

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